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Silences

The silences are deafening.
The snide comments I can handle.
The rudeness is welcome too.
Taunts are ok too, coz I generally retaliate.
But the silences are heartbreaking.....
The calls you cut because you are upset with me are intolerable.....
Your silence destroys me like nothing else can.
Your silence has a superpower which is my kryptonite.
Your words keep me sane.
Why is it that those are so sparse?
Your silences silence my soul.
They leave me helpless.
Is that how you want it to be?

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