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Vulnerability

What could make you more vulnerable than a call which you want to make, but which you know will be met with only silence?
So if I make this call over and over again, does it make me a romantic?
Does it mean  I am in love with this person?
Does this mean I have no self respect?
Do I really care ?
Would I make this call over and again?
Hell Yes!!!!
Every single time.....

What could make you more vulnerable than making a clean slate of your feelings and then being rebuffed?
So if I still made clear my feelings over and over again and was rebuffed time and  time again, does it mean I am a doormat?
Does this mean I am a masochist?
Hell yeah!
I would tell you what you mean to me each day of the week and twice on a Sunday!

What could make you more vulnerable than letting him know that he owns you heart and soul, and then having him evaluate pros and cons?
So if the Cons came up stronger than the Pros, and I still clung to his sleeve would it make me a needy dumbass?
Hell Yes!
I would tell you time and time again how much I need you till you believed me and then never forgot it.


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